Perfect love

Perfect love

Everyone longs to give himself to someone

to have a deep relationship with another

to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But to the christian,

God says "no not yet."

Not until you are satisfied and fulfulled and content (ps22:26)

By being loved by me alone,

By giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me.....

To have an intensely personal

and unique relationship with me alone (prob8:17)

I love you my child,

and until you discover that

only in me is your satisfactioin to be found (ps 107:5-9)

you will not be united with one another

until you are united with me exculively,.

I want you to stop wishing, stop planning,

and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing...

one that you cant even begin to imagine!!

I want you to have the best.

Please allow me to bring it to you.

You, just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things.

keep expecting that satisfaction knowing that i am

Dont be anxious.

Dont worry.

Dont look around at the things others have

that i have given them.

You just keep looking off and up to me

or you'll miss what i have to show you (phil 4:19)

and when you are ready,

i'll surprise you with a love more exciting

and wonderful than you would ever dream of.

You see untill you are ready

and the one i have planned for you is ready

I am working even this minute

to have both of you ready at the same time

until you are both satisfied exclusivly with me

and the life i rpepared for both of you,

you wont be able to experience the love

that exemplifies your relationship with me;

and this is PERFECT LOVE!!!

(given to me in 1997 author unknown)

You see God had a gift for you that is so precious. so intimate, so amazing. are you willing to wait for his timing??

for those who are not married. this is something that you can hold close and dear to your heart and have something so precious. keep your self pure and wait till your wedding night to share a gift so precious. if you have not been pure you can start today you can choose today to give all of your self to god and stay pure from this moment

If you are married and you are struggling give your life and your heart over to God let him help you.

Let him be your perfect love.

He can change your marriage and make it the best most exciting thing in the world

GOD IS GOOD and he loves you so much

For the greatest gift is love 1COR 13:13

We love because he first loved us 1 jn 4:19

I just love this. I was cleaning out my bin of stuff. and found this in there. I was reading it and thought what a gift i have in Jesus Christ. I have been married almost 9 years. it will be 9 years december 30th. I am so glad that Joe and I found each other though the grace of GOD and are working on our marriage.

after Jaime was born I hit a depression and had post pardum and felt very lonely. the devil saw that and wedged his foot in the door I tried to keep closed. for about 18 months joe and i fought and yelled and ignored and put down and just started letting go of all the things that were holding us together. when things went bad we tried to fix it with out own strenght, with our own ducktape. and then one of us would rip it off. until on day in the spring of 2008. I would say in april. we ripped it off so quickly that we were frayed so badly we couldn't put it back together. we dangled over a cliff.

With God at the top reaching down to us saying "PLEASE NOW MY CHILDREN LET ME HELP YOU. LET ME BUILD YOU UP. LET ME CARRY YOU TO MY MOUNTAIN. LET ME HEAL THE WOUNDS. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE DONT REJECT MY GIFT I GAVE YOU EACH OTHER. PLEASE DONT SEND IT AWAY." while he was saying that the devil reared his ugly vile head out from under a rock. saying (I CAN CATCH YOU GUYS LET GO FALL DOWN. DONT YOU SEE MY CUSION? YOU DONT NEED GOD YOU DONT NEED EACH OTHER. GO YOUR SEPERATE WAYS FIND LOVE MY WAY. IT IS ALL AROUND YOU. IF YOU WANT IT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS REACH OUT AND TAKE IT.)

Joe and i looked at each other.

we said why dont we just divorce

this is not working

so as we dangled we let go of each others hand

and left our fate in the frayed rope

i found that i didnt feel anything if I drank so thats what i wanted to do. I worked as much as I could to stay away from the loneliness and

joe felt that he didn't feel anything if he burried him self in work and tv and side jobs

in the mist of all this our children were hurting. we no longer had family time

we no longer played with them

we no longer showed them the love that GOD told us to show them

God used a letter from Joe's mom to soften us

and the plea of a little child 5 years old girl who said plan as day

"God made this family. that means a family that lives to gether needs to stay together. I dont want to end up with two moms and to dads. I want the ones God gave me.

It just broke my heart.

so august was almost over

Our pastors said they would pay for counciling

so august 20th we decided to start counciling

We decided to let God pull us up from the brink

GODS PERFECT LOVE

GODS GRACE

We will forever live with the choices we made on our own in our own power

fro the rest of our lives

but we are not alone

we have been healed

God healed it with a bond that can never be severed

never be broken

and will never be taken away from us

HIS LOVE, MERCY, AND GRACE

HOW POWERFUL IS THAT!!!

when we are old and gray in our rocking chairs on the front pourch and our children are grown and our grandchildren are looking for love we will be able to share the LOVE OF CHRIST and help build their faith in the LORD

well enough with all this rambling and writing I am hungry and i beleive my little man needs to eat

good bye for now see you in the next one

D>E>B